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[24 Jun 2005|01:39pm] warped tour: friday (dallas) saturday (houston, the one i'm going to) sunday (san antonio) sunday (austin here i come) next weekend (new braunfels) three weeks (altus, oklahoma) destination: beautiful woooooooo hooooooooooooooooooo 1 best friends means i'll pull the trigger

[25 Apr 2005|10:20am] my eyes are twitching as I stand in the limelight and they are turning red as if they were infected. I'm not sure what I see at night and as I stare into reflections all I see are blurred visions. sometimes I wonder and sometimes I forget, but aren't you the one who is full of regret? what a facade. oh how I love music ♥ I have finals this week so if anyone wants to hang out after thursday of this week..call me 726-8774. muah 2 best friends means i'll pull the trigger

waking up in the middle of the night..cold sweat only on your face [01 Mar 2005|12:54am] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | my last serenade by killswitch ] talks in the bathroom as we both painted your favorite color crimson...red words were exchanged and i believed i would change i came back with answers and they turned into questions as if i had never left this place nothing feels like it used to did i really love these places i once went to? funny how i can fool other people especially myself i'm running on the inside when i'm only standing i'm falling when i'm really stumbling i'm fumbling for words when i'm speaking paragraphs i'm dying when i'm really living the best times of my life i'm laughing when i'm really crying for comfort would you tear me down or tear me apart? the only enemy is myself i bring myself down and beat myself from in to out i'm wishing for you to have your turn so it can end a constant cycle i speak of love but i'm denying it when it comes i speak to hear truth but all i hear are lies i speak of you before you're even in view of me i'm nervous and weak you made me feel like i was alive and we were the perfect plan ever imagined i gave in to old habits and tore us apart before we even existed you were great and you'll never know what you meant to me scratch that you are great 3 best friends means i'll pull the trigger

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